Philophobia - Fear of falling in love.

I think I'm starting to become philophobic, and I'm not even kidding.
Weird huh? Yeah I know.
But... I've cried enough, I've hurt enough, I've been controlled too much.

Ahhhhh heck.
I haven't even been updating in ages! (main reason being that I hate blogging without pictures!!)



Oh and this is my friggin' 1001th post!
:D :D

By the way, today after school, I didn't really have anywhere to go.
I ended up going to Sakae @ Westmall with Boyu, Zhisheng & Bryan for Sakae buffet!
Awesomeness, but Zhisheng & Bryan are damn embarrassing lah!
We sat there so long until my butt ache, wtf.

AND AND AND!!!!!
I wanna catch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince!
(heard that a lot of people went to watch it today)


OH YAH!
I go watch Harry Potter, not to see Daniel Radcliffe hor! It's to see Tom Felton (Draco Malfoy) and Emma Watson (Hermione Granger)!
They're damn hot! Especially Emma Watson.



HAHAHAH I LOVE IT THAT HE PLAYS THE BAD GUY. IT'S SO COOL.






Look at the pictures and try telling me she's not hot! I'll slap you!

Come to think of it, Rupert Grint's pretty cute too :)


Teeheeeee

Okay enough with my nonsense.
Anybody who hasn't watch it yet should totally ask me along to watch it!

Goodluck to people from my class who are taking part in the E-Heritage race! :)

NE show 2 tomorrow!
Some of my family members are going to go watch it! :O

Goodnight!
(hope I'll update again soon)

Butterflies fluttering.

Today was Leslie's birthday!
Val and I went up to Leslie and said,

Me: (in a serious tone) We got something to tell you.
-awkward silence-
Me: (nudges Val) Quick start!
Val: (bursts out in laughter) HAHAHAH I can't lah! Kay Happy Birthday Leslie! (runs away)
Me: (starts singing 'Happy birthday to you...', couldn't continue further, & bursts out into laughter as well) I also can't lah! Happy Birthday Leslie! (runs away)
Leslie: -stunned-


Birthday boy looked damn unwilling to take picture with me lor :(

This morning when we stepped into class, we were told by Miss Faith to collect our AYG souvenir apparels (cap + wristband + pen)


Karen and I just showing off the apparels. HAHAHAH.



This is my traitor friend :)


NutriTea's Barley gets me through each and everyday! Loveeeee it! XD




Katy Perry is sooooo hawtttttt.


And there's always this bikini-clad girl at the back of the magazine who is really hot too! :O




After school, I didn't go for Maths remedial, yeah whatever. Went over to near Huiqing's house for lunch instead.


I think her red headphone is damn chio! :D



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So yeaaa, she was just playing with my camera 'cause she got bored on the bus I guess.

Went to her house nearby, had Long John's, and went to get her polaroid films afterwards.

I bus home alone after that, and totally fell asleep. Almost missed my stop, thank God I didn't.

MY 'O' LEVEL CHINESE ORAL IS TOMORROW AND I'M FRIGGIN' NOT PREPARED AT ALL.
I need all the luck I can get!!

Without you.

This song is so beautiful, and so... sad.



And the show in the MV is A Game About Love just in case anyone of you wants to know.

Time flies.

NE show yesterday was a blast!

It felt great standing on that platform and looking at the crowd, flooded with red. I guess it's due to the fact that they were Pri 5s and they came with their school, so they all had to wear red.
Nevertheless, it was an awesome sight.

Oh and on the way to Marina Bay yesterday,
'Nicole, 你 cold 吗？'
Cindy and I burst out laughing like some mad women.

And one year ago yesterday, it was OC (Opening Ceremony) for our school.



Who knew that exactly a year later, I'd be taking part in an equally important event, if not more.


Of course, and that is NDP 2009, celebrating our nation's 44th birthday.

We were doing our CityMarch practice yesterday, when it started pouring. It felt so refreshing. But I got really wet. So, hah.

When we were supposed to be released to go back to Bishan, we got held back till pretty late. I was in quite a bad mood 'cause it's late + I was tired + I was in a wet smelly uniform.
Ahhh well, at least I reached home before midnight.
And I cabbed home, which was pretty awesome :)

28 more days to NDP!
I can't wait.

P/s: I'm pretty upset 'cause Cutestuff's position got changed away! That makes me pissed + no motivation anymore :(

P/s/s: I hope they change him back next week!

'Cause she wear short skirts, I wear t-shirts.

Supposedly, I was to wake up early in the morning at 8am to get my E-learning done. (& also to capture screenshot of the number of people online)
I'm pretty sure I saw 80+/176 (commonwealth peeps) people online though!
But me being the lazy pig I am, I only woke up at 11.30! And I only ended up doing my history report on Women in Nazi Germany, I didn't even do the mindmap!


This song is gooooooooood :) *thumbs up*

It's night time now and I'm starting to get emotional like I always do when I listen to love songs. But ever since that incident, I haven't shared much of my deepest thoughts with anyone. I'm just suppressing all of it, that sorrow that I hate showing. I guess I'm just trying to be an onlooker now, and not to get involved in too many things. I've experienced a chaotic life already, and I don't wanna go through it again. Someday, maybe someday, I'll let all my feelings out. But for now, I've gotta stay happy like how people always assume I am :)

Oh and it's NE show 1 tomorrow, kind of excited. With all the Pri 5 kids watching and all :)


I still love Girl Guides even though I don't like the YAs/CC/ACC.


And August 9th draws closer day by day.

Can't wait for the actual parade!

Yes yes, I can't wait for tomorrow!
Can see Cutestuff some more! :)

P/s: I dreamt that I owned a Blackberry last night, and I was super happy! Told Gwen about it just now, she laughed at me, and said, "Dreams are the opposite of reality, so it won't come true!" Eh damn her :(

P/s/s: But I'm glad she's back to her cheerful self now :)

Just so you know.

Sometimes, some people just don't know when to stop.



I haven't been blogging for almost a week. And blogging has suddenly seemed so foreign to me now. I always find myself at a loss of what to say, unable to find the correct words to describe how I'm feeling.

I guess, everybody's too busy with their life now, that not many of them has time to spare for me anymore. But it's okay, I'm not exactly the person that needs someone by their side 24/7. However, I'm still satisfied with life thus far. I've never felt happier :) If you had seen me around in school, I'm always laughing and jumping around, rather than sitting around and be emo all the time like some people do. Life feels better when you're happy :D

I do admit though, that some people are starting to tick me off pretty badly. But I'm still holding it in, because they aren't exactly people that I want to lose in my life. No matter how annoying or overbearing they're starting to get, I'm trying to look over it. I just wonder how long I can keep on doing this.

Heheheheh on to happier stuffs!
I saw him so many times today and he smiled at me! -gushes- So cute! :) I swear, that can lift my spirits up a lot! Clique says I'm obsessed, but it's all just for pure fun, so that I'd have more things to feel happy about :D

Oh and as I was napping just now, I dreamt of a scenario. But it's damn bastard.
I told Desmond about it, and I kind of hope that it'll come true! (i'll laugh my ass off if it does)
Okay maybe I just like seeing people I dislike suffering. Sadistic much? XD

And I've been going to school with Jasmine every morning and I think it's very fun. But I'm always late. So yeah, she always has to wait for me :)

OH AND TOMORROW IS E-LEARNING DAY.
I'm gonna see how lag the network will be and how many people will be online.

Alright I've updated so stop complaining!
Gonna get back to doing Geog.

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